The "IT" Day

I am d*m* anxious. Yes I know tomorrow's gonna be the decision day, the gathering of heads scurrying over whether they should accept new permanent entrants or not. This, I should think of a happy thought for after long years of waiting, I'll get what I deserve for so long of working very hard. But, I admit, am concerned of something and I don't know why should I.

God, so help me! The "IT day is approaching but negativity kept on coming

A glimpse of an Idol

Though very sleepy from last night's lack of sleep due to a work event, I tried to get up early, went to office early hoping to see my "idols" and bid goodbye. They were just here yesterday in line with the touring dance concert spearheaded by a certain national agency. I was not a big fan of Hip-hop but watching them move yesterday, I was swept off my feet and my jaw dropped in awe. Gosh! I told myself, without even blinking nor daring to take my eyes off them. They were indeed amazing!

So there I was, though half sleepy, still exerted effort to see them for the last time for I don't know how long it'll take for me to see them again. But, sadly I wasn't able to have a little chitchat nor wave them goodbye. Their bus were off to Iloilo and they went on while I was busy attending an order from a "higher" madame. So, I just sigh, hay! Yes I know there might be facebook to keep in touch or youtube to watch their recorded performances but, seeing them perform live is extraordinaire.

My thoughts now runs on whether to invite them in FB individually or let them see this post, but hesitant to think that this may seem a going gaga fan. Don't one to appear like that.

but still, I am thankful for catching a glimpse of my Idols. For me, they were the BEST!

Life's simple pleasures

It is not everyday that I get a chance to stop for a while and ponder on simple things. My whole life now is revolving around office, home, RareJob and Mikhaela. The hectic schedules have let me grown irritated and temperamental. I want everything fast and done. Easily angered and throwing into great despair and frustration. But last night, as a stayed wide awake after patting Mikhaela to sleep and reading her stories (which I do every night with no lapses), listening to the slow breath of my kid smelling, her sweet milky breath made my thoughts ran to my childhood. The days when everything was so easy. When all I have to think of was home school and play. But as they say, the more people get educated the more exposed they are to the harsh realities of life. That everything will not come as easily as is. But, I realized that everything should not be carried as heavily. No matter how great responsibilities are, we should bear it gracefully and take time to enjoy life's simple pleasures...